You are wondering why I lie about my age. I'm scared I guess. Scared to turn 50. I just remember all my life that 50 just seemed so old. I always thought when a person turned 50 their fun and exciting life was over. I thought it was time to get the rocking chair out and stop coloring over the gray hair.
So today I had to face that in one year I will turn 50. My thoughts are changing about turning 50. My thoughts are now that I would love for this next year to be the year I plan for turning 50. Wouldn't it be awesome if on my birthday, a year from today, that I feel good about myself. It would be so cool to turn 50 and be ready to face the rest of my life as a confident and self assured 50 yr old. I would love it when I turn 50 that "I" am my first priority. I am on my way to feeling these things. Baby steps I guess.
First, let me say, Happy Birthday (a day late)! I love this post, about preparing for 50. Just don't forget to enjoy 49!
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